I don't have any power right now, of course you don't think our fight was anything. I was speaking in general, which also applies to you.
And I didn't care about your projection. It pissed me off more that you justified yourself and pinned it on me, but my fighting you was more about proving to John than it was to do with you.
We've already established you didn't know any better, so what am I supposed to blame you for there? But I'm not overestimating a thing. I used to think that it wouldn't be like this, that I could reason with people, and I was proven otherwise every time without exception. That's not a fear bias, that's facts. It's a delusion, a dangerous one, and it's not one I'm going to be entertaining any more.
As for their memory, well, you tell me if you can think of something better because I've got nothing.
Are you going to let all this slide or not? Because if yes, then I've only got one more thing to ask and then you can ask what you like or we can be out of one another's hair; can you keep a secret? Because it would be a real pain in the ass to go through all this trouble only to have everyone find out my potential diet anyway.
This is all completely ridiculous and I didn't ask to be part of it. You also need to learn how to strike a bargain without giving away your one and only bargaining chip before you even start making demands.
Yes, I'll keep your secret. No, I won't continue keeping it if you drag me into more of your arguments to prove some idiotic point. How's that for a bargain?
It was Mom's suggestion to be more open. I'm trying it. Never said I thought it was a good idea.
Besides, I started with the offer before I gave you anything. Would you have really bothered to listen at all if I hadn't just given what I did? Or would you have made some sarcastic remark to imply what a stupid teenager you think I am? You don't have to answer that I already know.
To clarify, finally telling me what all of this was about (if this is even your final version of your reasons) wasn't the stupid part. The stupid part was being an asshole to everyone around you, challenging me to a fight, and then complaining about the results. But maybe that's just your nature.
I can't say for you, but I'm done. I've been ready to be done for a while now.
Complaining about results is both over-simplifying and hypocritical of you. The fighting and other parts, yeah, that's pretty much my nature.
Well, I won't say it's something I've seen much of, and I don't know what got you to start thinking otherwise half the time, but apparently some people think you're a hero. However little I think of people, I know the type. Probably better than you do. All I'm saying is, when you put your ego down for two seconds, I can kind of start to see what those people are talking about.
Let me know if you're feeling like you want more out of this deal.
[And with that, unless Stephen does have more to say, he'll not send another thing.]
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Date: 2018-10-13 05:41 am (UTC)And I didn't care about your projection. It pissed me off more that you justified yourself and pinned it on me, but my fighting you was more about proving to John than it was to do with you.
We've already established you didn't know any better, so what am I supposed to blame you for there? But I'm not overestimating a thing. I used to think that it wouldn't be like this, that I could reason with people, and I was proven otherwise every time without exception. That's not a fear bias, that's facts. It's a delusion, a dangerous one, and it's not one I'm going to be entertaining any more.
As for their memory, well, you tell me if you can think of something better because I've got nothing.
Are you going to let all this slide or not? Because if yes, then I've only got one more thing to ask and then you can ask what you like or we can be out of one another's hair; can you keep a secret? Because it would be a real pain in the ass to go through all this trouble only to have everyone find out my potential diet anyway.
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Date: 2018-10-13 05:56 am (UTC)Yes, I'll keep your secret. No, I won't continue keeping it if you drag me into more of your arguments to prove some idiotic point. How's that for a bargain?
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Date: 2018-10-13 06:02 am (UTC)Besides, I started with the offer before I gave you anything. Would you have really bothered to listen at all if I hadn't just given what I did? Or would you have made some sarcastic remark to imply what a stupid teenager you think I am? You don't have to answer that I already know.
The bargain's fine with me. I can work with that.
Did you want anything more or are we done here?
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Date: 2018-10-18 06:11 pm (UTC)I can't say for you, but I'm done. I've been ready to be done for a while now.
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Date: 2018-10-18 10:17 pm (UTC)Well, I won't say it's something I've seen much of, and I don't know what got you to start thinking otherwise half the time, but apparently some people think you're a hero. However little I think of people, I know the type. Probably better than you do. All I'm saying is, when you put your ego down for two seconds, I can kind of start to see what those people are talking about.
Let me know if you're feeling like you want more out of this deal.
[And with that, unless Stephen does have more to say, he'll not send another thing.]