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[ In a couple weeks, Hannibal Lecter would be around. But Gabriel needed that professional's help like he needed a hole in the head. ]

Ah. Okay, right. So I should try not to fixate on it, then? I mean, like I said, I can't do anything about it, so- But what if it means I can't change? That everything I'm trying is useless because it's just in my genes?

[ Gabriel, that is the opposite of not fixating. He seems to realize this, at least. He sighs, a little shaky sounding, and runs a hand through his hair. ]

Don't- you don't need to answer that. What can I do to distract myself? That's the better question.

Okay, wow, no.

[That's the opposite of the takeaway he was trying to give you, here, Gabriel.]

Alright. Okay, we're going to figure this out, and lithium's going to help us get there. Meditation's not working for you, and you're worried about the kinds of puzzles your brain is picking up on. What about....

[He pauses. It feels almost like he's using Gabriel if he says this, but....]

If you need a puzzle...have you tried reading the network archives? Piecing together what we know and what we don't about this town and what happened here?

[ He's nodding as Stephen comes up with a plan, even though it's on audio. Okay, lithium. He can handle that. He's not sure the man can find a distraction for him, but- at the suggestion, he lets out a small, surprised laugh. ]

I did that when I first got here. But it's been so long and we keep having so many things interrupt us.

[ Like his unrecoverable knee injury, the time in the cells, so many times when he'd lost his ability to care about what was going on... ]

Yeah. That's a really good idea. I could use a refresher. Maybe I'll even take notes this time. Okay.

Right.

[Oh good, he can actually start feeling like he has some idea that what he's suggesting might work.]

There's the videos people have found on SD cards, but there's also our own old network posts. Times Winter contacted us, times we came up with theories we might not have revisited.

There's also Steph's information post- really good for the earlier days here- and various other collections people have put together...although most of them are gone now, so who knows if they stuck around. It's all there, just there's too much data to make meaningful connections.

[ It was extremely annoying, because nothing came out of all of it. There were too many theories bolstered by way too many events, and no good way to keep it organized. ]

Now that we've got more information about Andromeda and Winter, though, maybe a bigger pattern will emerge. It's worth a try, at least.

[ Good job, Stephen, you've successfully distracted him away from obsessing about his past. (at least for now) ]

[Score!]

Beckett was putting together a list of observations, too. I don't know whether he picked that back up when he revived.

Right, Beckett. I'll read through what was posted on the Network, hit him up after I get through everything else.

I didn't do the deepest dive when I first got here, either. I wonder if I'll be able to go all the way back to the first posts for the session. We've had all this data the whole time- maybe there's something important in there.

I tried, but --

[But it turned out survival was nearly a full time job by itself, and once he'd taken up keeping the census at the same time....]

Oh, uh. Not a priority, but...if you happen to come across any music....

Send it your way?

[ He remembers Stephen singing with House in the cells. Music isn't as important to him as books, but it was sure nice to have during that hard time. ]

You got it. And yeah, it's pretty hard to stay on top of what's happened when this town seems so intent to shake us like a snowglobe every time we get settled.

I'd appreciate it, yeah. I've kind of got a collection going -- if you want I'll send you the link to what I've already got.

[No comment re: snowglobe.]

[ Honestly? He regretted the snowglobe comment the moment he said it, so it's good Stephen's not pursuing it. ]

Oh yeah? I'd like that- sometimes a shed with a bunch of butcher hooks just really needs some music to liven it up. Or make us forget a bit that we're in a shed with hooks in the ceiling, anyway.

I'd ask why this town needed one of those, but I'm afraid I already know the answer. Just maybe watch your head if you decide to start dancing.

[He sends over a link titled [playlist]]

Yeah, I'd rather not think about it too hard, either. Especially since it's in the new residential area?

[ If it'd been in the industrial area, he would've rolled with it, but close to the high school? Yeah, let's do that not-thinking-about-it thing. He looks over the playlist and whistles. ]

Okay, you weren't kidding about collecting music. Thanks. Wonder if I could pester House for some classical sometime- not that I'm complaining about any music. What is 'eggy sounding thing'?

[ He starts it up and instantly regrets it, turning it off after about ten seconds. ]

My question stands.

[Stephen holds off on explaining; there's a brief chuckle from his end.]

Davesprite's an artist ahead of his time.

[ Gabriel chuckles, too- he's clearly doing better than he had been. In a few hours, he'll realize that talking over his concerns with Stephen really helped. ]

Clearly ahead of my time. Why am I not surprised it was Davesprite who put that together?

Okay, okay, I'm all set, I think. Thanks for pointing me another direction. I'll let you know if the mania changes at all.

Please do, yeah. Or if anything else changes that gives you concern.

[~~It makes him feel useful~~ He wants to help.]

[ He knows both of those things are true. And since Gabriel frequently needs help, he'll totally take it. ]

Sure. Stay warm, Stephen.

You, too.

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