Yeah, I heard there's not a way to really manage MN poisoning, but some things help sometimes. That- yeah, I'd be fine with lithium, if it's helped someone else before. Al asked me about a transfusion too, but I'm not ready to go that far yet. Just- if it wasn't all the time, it'd be nice. The lack of sleep is getting to be a problem.

[ Not that he really wants more dreams of being a robot, or of watching his mom die, but he knows that's an issue. As long as he can pretend it's entirely the mania keeping him from it, it's okay. ]

I've been trying to do the meditations you sent out awhile ago, but it's just freaking impossible. I used to be able to meditate for hours and now I can't keep it up for ten seconds. I can keep trying, though, if you think it'd help.