[ He looks down and sighs slightly. After a moment of silence, he decides to share, too. ]
After I first got here, the world slowly turned into nothing but static. Nothing felt real. My powers were gone- everything I'd worked so hard for just disappeared...and then it got worse. I thought I was alone, at first, and then I thought that nothing was real. That I wasn't real. It was such a visceral feeling. I didn't handle it well. I didn't know what to do. What I ended up doing- I killed Mohinder Suresh. And I miss that mad scientist. Even if he hates my guts, I miss him.
So you're always going to be better than I was, with that. No matter what you do. You try to help, I throw a tantrum and destroy things. Maybe now it won't be people, at least.
[ Thanks to you, that's the implication there. ]
Al says this place is like a marathon. The most important thing is to endure, until we reach the end. He'd probably add on some sappy thing about having people to help you when it gets to be too tough, too. I wouldn't really know. But he's been right about a lot of things with me, so maybe it means something.
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After I first got here, the world slowly turned into nothing but static. Nothing felt real. My powers were gone- everything I'd worked so hard for just disappeared...and then it got worse. I thought I was alone, at first, and then I thought that nothing was real. That I wasn't real. It was such a visceral feeling. I didn't handle it well. I didn't know what to do. What I ended up doing- I killed Mohinder Suresh. And I miss that mad scientist. Even if he hates my guts, I miss him.
So you're always going to be better than I was, with that. No matter what you do. You try to help, I throw a tantrum and destroy things. Maybe now it won't be people, at least.
[ Thanks to you, that's the implication there. ]
Al says this place is like a marathon. The most important thing is to endure, until we reach the end. He'd probably add on some sappy thing about having people to help you when it gets to be too tough, too. I wouldn't really know. But he's been right about a lot of things with me, so maybe it means something.